These past few days have been quite interesting. Sunday was my birthday, so what better way than spend it training, relaxing, and hanging out with my folks! That was the idea anyways, until breakfast time was interrupted by the fire in the upstairs apartment! I'll say it again, Happy Birthday to me.
As I've been so upbeat and living in dreamland lately, I've experienced a couple reality checks that brought me down to earth! I have learned to use the negatives with the positives to feed the motivation, so keep it coming! Now I feel more focused and building my walls higher and higher. The invites were there, very few RSVP'd.
I'm now 3 wks and 4 days out, feeling tired, grumpy at times, but it's gonna be worth it! It is weird going into my first show alone, but I've learned that's just part of the game. I've gotten some words of wisdom from some, but they seem to be fading. I can't let that stop me one bit, it's "headphones on, back to the world" time!